you never did give a damn thing, honey.
but I cried,
cried for you
and I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died,
died for you

oh, what a shame.
what a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
every smile you fake is so condescending
counting all the scars you made
now that I'm sittin here thinkin' it through,
I've never been anywhere
cold
as
you

its a hard month. 

it's been two years and still my heart won't believe that you're gone.  in my mind your courage, your strength, your love and unwavering faith can never be pushed six feet under the soil.  you will never be just a name on a headstone in a sea of graves, or a bouquet of flowers once a year.

 

buried, undefeated, lost, but never forgotten, you'll always be my hero.

 

rest in peace.

It's been awhile.

 

 

Currently I'm in need of someone who has a credit card and is willing to let me make a long-distance call... any takers? 

 

I sleep too much, eat too much, think too much, but overall, don't do enough.

 

 

what to do, what to say?

 

who to be?

 

i don't know.